Love's to Blame

Time and time, I thought through it all 

How we loved and loved 

And how we fought each other, pushing one another 

To be somebody else

And time and time, the rest of my thoughts 

Uncertain if the end was right or wrong 

And whether we still should be together 

Or with somebody else

A lost memory, she had water in her eyes 

She cried, stay with me and asked how can this be love 

If you are leaving me 

But darling, love's to blame

And I can't see you right now 

'Cause my heart just can't fake it 

Can't be near you right now 

'Cause I know you're no longer mine, I can't see you

It makes me ache that we had to break 

Even though I knew your heart so well 

We're strangers in different places 

Though we live a mile apart

My best friend's gone, my world has been torn 

We'll never share a name, never be one 

But I will always remember 

The years we spent in love

I still think of you, I pray that you are safe 

I'm still missing you 

But it has to be this way 'cause I'm not right for you 

And that's why love's to blame

And I can't see you right now 

'Cause my heart just can't fake it 

Can't be near you right now 

'Cause I know you're no longer mine

And I can't see you right now 

'Cause my heart just can't take it 

Can't be near you right now 

'Cause I know you're no longer mine 

And I can't see you, no, I can't see you 

I just can't see you right now

But maybe time will heal our hearts 

And maybe after time you'll understand 

I said goodbye but I love you

And I can't see you right now 

'Cause my heart just can't fake it 

Can't be near you right now 

'Cause I know you're no longer mine

And I can't see you right now 

'Cause my heart just can't take it 

Can't be near you right now 

'Cause I know you're no longer mine 

And I can't see you, no, I can't see you 

I just can't see you right now

And I can't see you 

No, I can't see you 

I just can't see you right now 

And love's to blame

just wanted to share my newest favourite song with all of you. haha it's quite an emo song. but this song really came at a time when i really felt like i could identify with it. and i completely fell in love with it.

i used to love chinese songs a lot more because i always felt that they are so much more meaningful. but i've come to realise that english songs do have that ability to speak a thousand words in each verse and it's just so amazing :") it's always such a joy to find nice songs that i can identify with!

i'm scared. i dont know what to think and i really dont want to think about what could happen. i guess the only thing i could do is to enjoy the present. and hope for the best.

okay tomorrow is christmas - so not to dampen spirits, MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE EVERYONE!!! :):):) enjoy the festive season! ^^